The view

Just taking picture when I free and when no one is around.. :p

Anyone can tell me what is this? i guess it is a Turkey..Am I right?

EsCape from the Reality of Life

Does escape from responsible make you feel happy? Depend, usually yes but only for a certain period of time. There is always consequence on everything you did. Run away from problem and responsibilities is never the solution since it will haunt you :p. that may sound extreme. 

But it is true. I know i did wrong by not facing the problem, so feeling of guilty is always with me. Sometimes, it also appear in my dream. 

New problem can be arise when running away.If you are lucky, the problem may be solve, but you keep thinking why you don't have power to solved it. The memory of being small,powerless will always be there.

That is what I learned from my experience. You may take a rest, but not escape from the reality. Sooner or later, I still need to face it. so why procrastinate?

Starting Fresh and New

I decide to start fresh and new. For how long? I'm certain it is for a long time. I need to fix and patch my problem before I start. My new book may not as clean as others, it is better than a dirty one, right? 

I believe that I can do it!!

The lowest time in my life

Sad but true. i'm consider right now, at this moment when i writing this post i'm at my lowest time in my life. Uncertain about the future. Did't trust anybody or maybe just an ego problem lead to i don't tell people about my problems. The truth is scary, so i ran from it. right now, i just want to shut off myself from my friends because of his uncertainty feeling inside myself. Comparing myself from the past and this moment, i feel empty. Losing the passion that i have when young. it's my fault. since I live on the past not the present. hoping that all is beautiful as a rainbow. Now i know rainbow still fade away. The statement all is well is not true. All IS WELL because you put effort. I hope by the time i read this post, i will not in my lowest time.

Growing old versus growing up

it's been a long time since the last post.and here I am back and hopefully for a long time. This year I am officially 21 years old. I was getting mixed of reaction. Some of my friend said i'm mature, others said i'm childish. Honestly, i'm still thinking that i am just the same like i was in high school. But I noticed some changed. Maybe a signal that I'm growing up and growing old. There is a feeling to be in love, realize the necessity to be pretty and thinking more in logical way. My preferences also changed. interested more to what happen around the world
Still, i like watching/reading anime/cartoon, marathon Korean drama/variety show and gossiping with my friends and doing other childish stuff  indicates I'm still not growing up. i guess, in my parents point of view, i'm still a child since i don't think they trust me yet like an adult.
whatever it is, i'm hoping that i'm growing up and growing old at the same time. it's meaningless to growing old yet you don't mature and newbie in a lot of thing.
I'm 21..the age of adolescence. Neither kid nor old

Running Man

There are 2 things that I like so much. Watching Korea entertainment and reading manga. Currently, I'm watching Running Man. A Korean Variety Show.

Waktu kita kecik-kecik dulu mesti kita ada main kejar-kejar, tak pun main sorok-sorok. Aku tak ingat perasaan main 2 menda alah tu sebab aku tak suka sangat main. Penat. XD. Tapi lepas tengok rancangan ni mesti korang akan berasa..Cam best jer main kejar-kejar..Cam best jer main sorok-sorok. This show is hilarious. Lawak. Bagi sesiapa yang nak tengok benda yang ringan-ringan and rehatkan minda. Sangat disyorkan.

p\s: I love the Monday Couple..jjang~

Floria oh floria

Last Friday, my mother woke me up early in the morning.

"Nak ikut abah pergi putrajaya tak? Pergi tengok pameran bunga?"

I just like huh? what? After wide awake, I just nod to my mom and get ready to go. Before we went to Putrajaya, we stop by at Nilai 3 to buy some stuff for my brother wedding and some decoration stuff for our house. Nilai 3 is just like heaven for housewife or people who like decorate their house. We spend like almost 2 hour searching and shopping for the stuff that we need.

So, after finish shopping, we went to our main target. PUTRAJAYA FLORIA. If Nilai 3 is heaven for housewives, Floria is heaven for people who loves plant just like my dad. The place were full with beautiful flower. Just like a beautiful garden. On that time there were not many people maybe because we arrive at evening however it is raining renyai-renyai on that time. Although I already fell tired from shopping, it is refreshing to watch flowers. We don't buy flowers since my dad said

" Kalau beli bunga ni bukannya tahan lama sangat pun. Paling lama sebulan. Nak jaga bunga ni bukannya senang."

He said something like that-lah. It is true. Some of the flower took like 6 years for the owner to blossom beautifully. Since I am lacking vocabulary, the word I can describe is only beautiful and cantik/lawa. A lot of people taking picture there too. Since we don't bring any camera, I only taking picture with my handphone. The quality is just so-so since i'm not a professional photography plus the camera quality.



p/s: it is good going out with your family sometime